Still Daddy's Little Girl

This morning, I woke up at around 5 and couldn't help it to fall asleep and had a dream about my daddy accompanying me everywhere I want to go, whatever I want to do and he bought me everything that I want. We are so happy and enjoying our moment, hanging out, chit-chatting, joking.. Until there's the end of our meeting, he has to leave.. he sat down on a chair nearby fitting room and just soundlessly cried so much. That when I woke up!

After 3 years and 1.5 months have passed, just simply meet him in the dream, I still wake up with that Huge Whole on my chest and greatly Happy. and I know that many days has passed, but better late than never :) Happy Fathers Day to the best Father and to all Fathers in the world!

It's not How Good you are, it is how Good you want to be

Hello..

This is what i have been doing these few days on my insomnia kind of night. Never knew that insomnia can let myself being so productive. Hahaha

Oh well, better than over thinking, which will harm your body and soul.

Let's start.. This book is presented in simple way, the author is using simple yet deep but easy to understand language. It uses good expression in each point to point it out. So if you are not a big fan of reading thick and complicated book, this book sure will suit you well.

The content of the book is really good that i have to take some time to choose which point that i will have to mention.

There's this one point that makes me think "ahh.. I was right about it all this time". 

It says that when people heard about advertising, people will say "advertising is all about selling and makes people buy something that they will not need all the time". Then it says, when people get dress up to attend some kind of meeting, when a girl put on a simple make up, when people keeping the bread in the oven so the room will smell better. It is all about selling something to certain people. It is all about getting something to be "sold".

You see the point here.. For some people selling can be done without selling the appearance first. But people sometimes will see and judge by its cover first before the have the willingness to peal it up.

*hope this post useful for whatever your working it up now*

Cheers 🍹

Scam Call

photo source: http://www.sinu.com/blog/2014/6/26/beware-of-cyber-scam-using-bogus-tech-support-calls.html

Ever get a scam call saying that your Kid or Parents or relatives doing bad things and being hold in a Police Station? But you are not allowed to visit the station because a lot of reporters, they say...

Be careful peeps.. That Scammer might sound so convincing and know all about you, but use your guts and be calm when you get that kind of phone call. That Scammer might yelling and mock you down with their endless questions and loud voice.

Earlier today, my Mom got a call from a random phone number (i'll just exposed their number +6281336757789) saying that my brother is holding drugs on his bag. Because we somehow have busy day mostly, my mom almost got tricked. The Scammer then handed the phone to a kid who has similar voice to my brother, he's crying and saying "momm...I'm at police station" in Bahasa. We usually using our dialect language, that's what make my mom doubt their scamming. but somehow the kid sounds like he understand our dialect quiet well, but "the police" (scammer) does not allowed him to speak in dialect.

Latter, my mom found out that my brother who were faked by scammer was sleeping in his room at Home. See.. they would do all sort of things to fool you. Be caution!!

There's this one thing they do is they will keep you online with the phone. So you won't be able to contact anyone else, if you only have 1 active phone. Be cautious.. the next time these criminals try to fool innocent people like us, we might not be able to tell.

Grateful of having everything, either good or bad.

Appreciate the ones who live, the ones who support, the ones who around, the ones who love and hate, the ones who forgive and appreciate.
It is grateful to be able to feel all those kind of good and bad feeling. It is grateful to be able to live a live that is upside down. It is grateful to be loved/hated/jealous/liked.
I guess this is life. :)

His never ending journey in my heart

Dance with my father

Back when I was a child,
before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

This is life

When i was little girl, i keep wondering what life is all about. As i'm growing up, having my family, friends and sometimes someone around me, they teach me what is right and wrong, things i'm allowed to do and not to, how to treat people, how to appreciate everything i have and what people had done for me.

Now when i am considered as adult, i am still learning. One more new thing i learnt is, human will die eventually. Some people choose to live it in complicated way, some choose to live it in simple way. I shall choose the simple way. Life is too short to complicate things.

Live everyday like it's your last day on earth. Love unconditionally. Smile sincerely, appreciate each and every person around you. Get closer to persons who brings out the best in you.