Annoying.. this word is really stuck in my head right now..
why is everybody so annoying nowadays.
starting from their behavior, they way they talk, until the words that they use..
i just feel like slapping those bunch of people and tell them, " Hey..watch ur fucking self..!! u r God Damn Annoying..ceh..!!"
Maybe if i really let it out like couple hours or days ago, those sentence will come out spontaneously. and it will cause me of losing friends and bla bla bla...
thank's God i have blog..i can just let it out what i feel by putting it into words.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Dreams
Dreams!
desire to live and stay in Europe,
want to learn French,
want to master Mandarin in writing and talking,
want to master how to sing properly,
want to learn about fashion, like designing clothes,
want to open up a boutique,
want to continue my study furthermore,
want to have some houses in some countries,
want to bring my parents and brothers have trips together,
want to keep in touch with friends,
want to be alone for sometimes,
want to shop but never drop.. =P
etc..
those dreams and desire that lead and keep me enjoy my life..
it feels wonderful when i have my dreams and desire to do those things..
it will feel even more wonderful and excellent if those dreams and desire can be achieved.. =))
desire to live and stay in Europe,
want to learn French,
want to master Mandarin in writing and talking,
want to master how to sing properly,
want to learn about fashion, like designing clothes,
want to open up a boutique,
want to continue my study furthermore,
want to have some houses in some countries,
want to bring my parents and brothers have trips together,
want to keep in touch with friends,
want to be alone for sometimes,
want to shop but never drop.. =P
etc..
those dreams and desire that lead and keep me enjoy my life..
it feels wonderful when i have my dreams and desire to do those things..
it will feel even more wonderful and excellent if those dreams and desire can be achieved.. =))
Friday, July 24, 2009
My New Hair... =))
At first,
I feel so weird about my new hair style.
I guess, maybe i don't use to it.. =P
But now, i am kind of used to it...hehehhe
I took some pictures with friends...=D
I feel so weird about my new hair style.
I guess, maybe i don't use to it.. =P
But now, i am kind of used to it...hehehhe
I took some pictures with friends...=D
just something in my mind
Life is just the way we look at it.
sometimes it does not go as what I wanted.
But i have to be flexible and accept what is happening and keep moving on.
But the most important in life is when I have all of my precious family and friends around me.
they will always be the one that will affect on how my life is going.
However, I need to aim my life.
I need to know what should I do, at least for now or short term in the future.
Some people, they just will not understand my lifestyle until they have done it by themselves.
It is kind of hard for me to understand and appreciate them or be myself while they are around and when they are not even appreciate the way I am.
Learn from my PCD (Personal Creativity and Development) class today, People like that called as Judge type, because they just see from outside without knowing what is actually happening.
But, I do not want my family become the victim because of my action and because of those kind of judge type of people.
I was thinking to change the way I live my life right now. But I have decided to remain the same and make them to accept what I am. the real me. I cannot change me because of people that I barely know and they did not even see what is happening with their bare eyes.
Until they have seen and felt it for real and tell me what is wrong from it, then i will consider what they have judge. =))
sometimes it does not go as what I wanted.
But i have to be flexible and accept what is happening and keep moving on.
But the most important in life is when I have all of my precious family and friends around me.
they will always be the one that will affect on how my life is going.
However, I need to aim my life.
I need to know what should I do, at least for now or short term in the future.
Some people, they just will not understand my lifestyle until they have done it by themselves.
It is kind of hard for me to understand and appreciate them or be myself while they are around and when they are not even appreciate the way I am.
Learn from my PCD (Personal Creativity and Development) class today, People like that called as Judge type, because they just see from outside without knowing what is actually happening.
But, I do not want my family become the victim because of my action and because of those kind of judge type of people.
I was thinking to change the way I live my life right now. But I have decided to remain the same and make them to accept what I am. the real me. I cannot change me because of people that I barely know and they did not even see what is happening with their bare eyes.
Until they have seen and felt it for real and tell me what is wrong from it, then i will consider what they have judge. =))
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Dinner-buffet [Postpone]
Today, May 23rd 2009,
the 10 of us was planned to go have dinner at "Telephone Restaurant"..
There was Dyana, I, Andrew, Mahendra, Thomas, Wirianto, Jensen, Danny, Steward, and Devy
But first, we went to MidValley and The Garden 1st....
the 10 of us was planned to go have dinner at "Telephone Restaurant"..
There was Dyana, I, Andrew, Mahendra, Thomas, Wirianto, Jensen, Danny, Steward, and Devy
But first, we went to MidValley and The Garden 1st....
And then we took Rapid KL to go to "Telephone Restaurant" to have buffet...
but on the way there, suddenly it rained... =.="
but we still insist to go n stop to the Bus Stop near the Restaurant...
once we got off to the Restaurant...
the rain getting very HEAVY...T___T
[Shit..!!! we Trapped]
we all WET...!!!
DAMN...
finally, we decide to get another Rapid KL to go have dinner some where else...
Then we had our Dinner in one of restaurants in Sri Petaling....
Red Box, The Garden on May 21st, 2009
On May 21st, 2009, Dyana, I, Danny and Jensen went to Red box, The Garden to Karaoke.
it was really Fun,
and also we've got like 2 to 3 hours extra time...
because we supposed to finish it at around 5 or 6 pm.
But we ended up finished it at 8 pm..
We had buffet also, with 3 jugs of drinks..
it was really Fun,
and also we've got like 2 to 3 hours extra time...
because we supposed to finish it at around 5 or 6 pm.
But we ended up finished it at 8 pm..
We had buffet also, with 3 jugs of drinks..
Taking picture session, after singing...XD
Taking picture session, while singing...=P
ps: it's been long since i went to karaoke..hehehe...
thank's guys..=)
we used to go with others also..
will miss all these time Karaoke session with u all...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Desire
Desire, according to Trans4mind (2009), is magnetism - is like attraction toward something.
Sounds interesting for me.. =P
Nowadays,
Desire to
Dance more...
Sing more...
Shop more...
Eat more...
Easy to
get angry...
feel lonely...
basically, feel more sensitive than usual..
feel hungry (well..sometimes just feel like eating, but not hungry..XD)
Sounds interesting for me.. =P
Nowadays,
Desire to
Dance more...
Sing more...
Shop more...
Eat more...
Easy to
get angry...
feel lonely...
basically, feel more sensitive than usual..
feel hungry (well..sometimes just feel like eating, but not hungry..XD)
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Words
Sometimes,
people do not know "Words" that they are using is Too Rude or might be hurt to be used to their friends..
or maybe, they think it just something that very "OK" to say it to Friends.
but, aren't they supposed to think before they talk?
or maybe, it's their friends who cannot take it.
people do not know "Words" that they are using is Too Rude or might be hurt to be used to their friends..
or maybe, they think it just something that very "OK" to say it to Friends.
but, aren't they supposed to think before they talk?
or maybe, it's their friends who cannot take it.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Merci Beaucoup
It's been long since i wrote something about my current situation..
Apparently, i am so busy, or i feel that myself really busy in doing assignments that i hate but took so long to finish it...
hate it very much...
struggling myself to complete the assignments...
i don't know why, even i feel it is very difficult to do fyp (final year project), but it still feel easier and i enjoy more in working on it...
assignments just really made me gone MAD...=.="
or maybe it is because i do not have any interest in it and keep thinking that it is very difficult to finish it...
anyways, i found the solution to do it already...
thank's to my beloved friends who always be there and supporting me when i need it most... =)
Love u all..^^
Apparently, i am so busy, or i feel that myself really busy in doing assignments that i hate but took so long to finish it...
hate it very much...
struggling myself to complete the assignments...
i don't know why, even i feel it is very difficult to do fyp (final year project), but it still feel easier and i enjoy more in working on it...
assignments just really made me gone MAD...=.="
or maybe it is because i do not have any interest in it and keep thinking that it is very difficult to finish it...
anyways, i found the solution to do it already...
thank's to my beloved friends who always be there and supporting me when i need it most... =)
Love u all..^^
Monday, March 30, 2009
Blissful for them...
These few days,
good news keep coming..
and i have faith it will still keep coming to me... =)
my 2 best friends got work,
they told me they are hired..
one is in Singapore, Linda/thamciak..=P
one is in Indonesia, cindy/mumu/amos...XD
then, again today..
Linda told me that her Spass is approved...
Spass is permit that every foreign employees need if they want to work there, so they can stay in Singapore...
all the best for them...
any good news??
i keep waiting for good news from friends...or maybe for me...?? ^^
good news keep coming..
and i have faith it will still keep coming to me... =)
my 2 best friends got work,
they told me they are hired..
one is in Singapore, Linda/thamciak..=P
one is in Indonesia, cindy/mumu/amos...XD
then, again today..
Linda told me that her Spass is approved...
Spass is permit that every foreign employees need if they want to work there, so they can stay in Singapore...
all the best for them...
any good news??
i keep waiting for good news from friends...or maybe for me...?? ^^
Friday, March 27, 2009
Myomectomy
According to Indman. P (2006),
MYOMECTOMY
is a procedure in which uterine fibroids are surgically removed from the uterus. Uterine fibroids (also known as myomas) affect 30% of women. While many fibroids do not need treatment, others can cause abnormal uterine bleeding, pressure, pain, or other symptoms.
source: http://www.myomectomy.net/
it is quite dangerous malignant..
it is not painful as other heavy diseases...
it will just painful on the 1st or 2nd day when you have period every month..
after that, you can do whatever activity you want to do..
but without you recognized and feel, you are actually look very pale, very sick, not enough blood..
but you do not feel painful...
be careful..
when heavy disease does not make you painful that much..
it is very dangerous...
it is not like other heavy disease not dangerous..
but can u imagine how if you were actually very sick..
but you did not feel it at all..
isn't it scary...
precaution: just remove the womb, once you gave birth and you think maybe you might not need to give birth anymore...
MYOMECTOMY
is a procedure in which uterine fibroids are surgically removed from the uterus. Uterine fibroids (also known as myomas) affect 30% of women. While many fibroids do not need treatment, others can cause abnormal uterine bleeding, pressure, pain, or other symptoms.
source: http://www.myomectomy.net/
it is quite dangerous malignant..
it is not painful as other heavy diseases...
it will just painful on the 1st or 2nd day when you have period every month..
after that, you can do whatever activity you want to do..
but without you recognized and feel, you are actually look very pale, very sick, not enough blood..
but you do not feel painful...
be careful..
when heavy disease does not make you painful that much..
it is very dangerous...
it is not like other heavy disease not dangerous..
but can u imagine how if you were actually very sick..
but you did not feel it at all..
isn't it scary...
precaution: just remove the womb, once you gave birth and you think maybe you might not need to give birth anymore...
Thursday, March 26, 2009
~~~
For the first time since i came to Malaysia for almost 3 years, finally i got sick last Saturday on 21st March 2009...
Linda was here...
and i need to accompany her to shop..
actually i want to shop too.. =P
but it has been so long since i was sick..
as in really sick, fever...
i did not realized that i was going to sick that day..
i was just feel that my body feel strange..weird...get cold easily..
i thought i was just going to have headache, as usual...
but that day i finally got sick...
in the morning, as usual, i still can shower, chit-chat, plan where to go for whole day, etc..
then we went to have lunch in Carrefour...
then go shop at Time Square and Sungei Wang...
so strange...i still can walk and laugh as i am not going to sick..
even though my body did not feel well..
and i did not faint..hehehhe..
i think, maybe it is because of what i have thought..
i did not think about going to sick, at all..
i was still keep thinking of having fun...
trying clothes and everything... =D
even finally i got fever, very high temperature..
my fever has gone on the next day...
and i continue having fun...=P
Linda was here...
and i need to accompany her to shop..
actually i want to shop too.. =P
but it has been so long since i was sick..
as in really sick, fever...
i did not realized that i was going to sick that day..
i was just feel that my body feel strange..weird...get cold easily..
i thought i was just going to have headache, as usual...
but that day i finally got sick...
in the morning, as usual, i still can shower, chit-chat, plan where to go for whole day, etc..
then we went to have lunch in Carrefour...
then go shop at Time Square and Sungei Wang...
so strange...i still can walk and laugh as i am not going to sick..
even though my body did not feel well..
and i did not faint..hehehhe..
i think, maybe it is because of what i have thought..
i did not think about going to sick, at all..
i was still keep thinking of having fun...
trying clothes and everything... =D
even finally i got fever, very high temperature..
my fever has gone on the next day...
and i continue having fun...=P
note: too bad we didn't take any picture...but it was still fun...
o yea..thank's to wiri & Jensen for the medicines..and dyana/yen lie/butet for didn't use the fan...and linda/tante girang/thamciak for massaging me...hehehehhe....=D
o yea..thank's to wiri & Jensen for the medicines..and dyana/yen lie/butet for didn't use the fan...and linda/tante girang/thamciak for massaging me...hehehehhe....=D
Monday, March 23, 2009
Weather Nowadays
Nowadays in Malaysia,
Kuala Lumpur, Bukit Jalil, the place i live currently especially,
just like today,
early morning heavy rain...
then very hot in the afternoon....
i even fell sick couple days ago...
the weather keep changing, a lot of people fell sick because of it..
is it global warming...??
or maybe, just weather changing...
i was wondering, this world, everything happened, from the very normal things until the very weird, unbelievable, and miraculous.
will someday Malaysia has 4 seasons?
or is it possible Indonesia which is at the equator line has 4 seasons....
just like today,
early morning heavy rain...
then very hot in the afternoon....
i even fell sick couple days ago...
the weather keep changing, a lot of people fell sick because of it..
is it global warming...??
or maybe, just weather changing...
i was wondering, this world, everything happened, from the very normal things until the very weird, unbelievable, and miraculous.
will someday Malaysia has 4 seasons?
or is it possible Indonesia which is at the equator line has 4 seasons....
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Emotion at the moment...
"IGNORANCE
Everybody has that kind of characteristic...
i am trying not to be like that...
but the responsibility of taking care of ANYTHING that is related to the THINGS which are related to the people in the same HABITATION and APPREHENDING of it is APPRECIATED..."
quotation above...
it was just what i felt at that time...
though i think it maybe good if i just say it directly to people who related, but i don't want cause such disharmonious situation...
i think i had those kind of thought, maybe, because of other things that influence my thought become more negative and more sensitive at the moment.
think and calm down before take the action are good... =)
some more, after taking a break from that situation, we might have more proper way and words to let it out and deliver it to them...
Everybody has that kind of characteristic...
i am trying not to be like that...
but the responsibility of taking care of ANYTHING that is related to the THINGS which are related to the people in the same HABITATION and APPREHENDING of it is APPRECIATED..."
quotation above...
it was just what i felt at that time...
though i think it maybe good if i just say it directly to people who related, but i don't want cause such disharmonious situation...
i think i had those kind of thought, maybe, because of other things that influence my thought become more negative and more sensitive at the moment.
think and calm down before take the action are good... =)
some more, after taking a break from that situation, we might have more proper way and words to let it out and deliver it to them...
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Holding it Tight
i will just keep holding it tight...
wish i have the power to just keep holding and lock it there...
and show the opposite side of my heart...
sacrifice one for the best...
the greatest good for the greatest number...
Friday, March 6, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Ethics....
The Ethics of Justice - "Daddy, That's not Fair!"
"Morality is about producing good consequences, not having good intentions"
explanation: when people have the intention of saving somebody life during the "war", he will "kill" the "enemy" right away, he will not even think of what is good for other people who related.
From above explanation, shows that people just trying to show the good result without differentiate what is good or bad in accomplishing it...
i had business ethics class last Wed and Thur,
and i was really interested when i heard the quotation above...
"Morality is about producing good consequences, not having good intentions"
explanation: when people have the intention of saving somebody life during the "war", he will "kill" the "enemy" right away, he will not even think of what is good for other people who related.
From above explanation, shows that people just trying to show the good result without differentiate what is good or bad in accomplishing it...
i had business ethics class last Wed and Thur,
and i was really interested when i heard the quotation above...
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
My New Boyfriend...=P
Lee Min Ho...
Currently, I am Fan of him... =P
so far, I just know that He is Korea Actor...
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Holiday Dec 2008 - Feb 2009
I was had fun and spent a lot of times with my family and friends..
Karaoke..(as usual...=P)
was learning how to play piano properly during the holiday...
I have also met old friends that always hang out together with me,
and met very nice new friends.
and also..
met the very very old friends during the reunion time on 7th Jan 2009, we had Pizza in Taman Anggrek.
chit chat...
Hang out together...
also helping my parents in their business...
always wake up early (even it's not that early, but compare to me when I'm in Malaysia...XD)
fight with my brothers...
argue about everything...
Hang out and had fun together with them...
the girl at the right side is my brother's gf..=P
she's cute right... *wink*
These are my very naughty brothers...
Those are my daddy and mommy...=)
and on 28th January 2009 i went to Medan,
to met family and friends...it was during Chinese New Year...
We are still celebrating...^^
Angel n Linda
Then, on 1st Feb 2009, Linda and I went to Siantar to meet Dyana..
there are also Nella...
Above is Linda, Angel, Dyana, Nella...
Miss them and,
Love them so much...
was learning how to play piano properly during the holiday...
I have also met old friends that always hang out together with me,
and met very nice new friends.
and also..
met the very very old friends during the reunion time on 7th Jan 2009, we had Pizza in Taman Anggrek.
chit chat...Hang out together...
also helping my parents in their business...
always wake up early (even it's not that early, but compare to me when I'm in Malaysia...XD)
fight with my brothers...
argue about everything...
Hang out and had fun together with them...
the girl at the right side is my brother's gf..=Pshe's cute right... *wink*
These are my very naughty brothers...
Those are my daddy and mommy...=)and on 28th January 2009 i went to Medan,
to met family and friends...it was during Chinese New Year...
We are still celebrating...^^
Angel n Linda
Then, on 1st Feb 2009, Linda and I went to Siantar to meet Dyana..
there are also Nella...
Above is Linda, Angel, Dyana, Nella...
Miss them and,
Love them so much...
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